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Sunday, 7 August 2005
HHHHEEEEEEELLLLLLPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!
Mood:
 down
Ive been having lots of problems with depression latly..Mostly Ive been getting depressed when im not around Amanda ( my fiance)..I wish i had more help..Ive gone to God many times but i need more advice on what to do..Ive also been feeling less attched to her too..If anyone could comments with some advice other than God ( because im already talking to him alot )it would really be nice..And no poems this time..Maybe next time im on..When ever that will be...But HHHHEEEEEEELLLLLLPPPPPPP!!
Posted by motormouth47
at 10:43 PM CDT
Wednesday, 22 June 2005
I have a SURPRISE!!!
Mood:
 lucky
GUESS WHAT!!!!...AS OF APRIL 18 I'M ENGAGED!!!
At first only friends knew but now the parents do too...They are really happy too...They were hesitant at first about it but they are happy.
The parents were told when i was in Colorado...VACATION!!! I had lots of fun...Well not really.I was depressed for a good portion of it..I missed my hunny..Well enough about that..I have a bran new poem i wrote while i was out of state..Here it is::
..............Waiting Death...........
Death awaits at the bottom
Plotting our future paths
We cannot tell how long it will be
When we begin to fall
We are all hanging by a thread
It stretches and tears day by day
Death awaits at the bottom
Copyright ?2005 Alex Owen Kirfman
Posted by motormouth47
at 9:36 PM CDT
Updated: Wednesday, 22 June 2005 9:40 PM CDT
Monday, 2 May 2005
I'm BACK!!!!
Mood:
 caffeinated
WOW...Its been awhile since Ive been on..Im sorry about it too...My comp isn't working so you probably wont hear from me anytime soon after this..srry..
I have some more poems for all who see this...ENJOY!!
Tests
Tests are always there
Testing your skill
Testing your knowledge
Testing your ability to succeed in life
You will never see them until you fail
That failure makes you grow inside
Harder they will become to find
Easier they will become to fail
More and more you start to grow
Following your heart
When you start to grow no more
You'll see the final test
LIFE
Boredom
Boredom sets deep into our minds
Where do we go from here?
Is it pain or is it pleasure?
Is it something that we cannot see?
Or is it right in front of us?
Do we dare escape the boredom
Will it make us live a lie?
Will it make us sick of the truth?
When will it ever end?
Fear
All your fear is in your head
You never let it go
Ripping and tearing at your inner self
You think the end is near
Wanting your fear to be released
You drive yourself insane
You never see the difficulties of life
Until you face your fear
Then you see the truth that lies ahead
That all shall end in time
Then you'll realize all the things
That you have left behind
Life
Slowly walking through time
Things will always change
Twisting and turning
Never look back
Accept what lies ahead
The truth that will come to all
With a life filled with suffer
Peace will follow shortly
Feel free to comment on the poetry...I'd like to know your thought about them...Chao
Posted by motormouth47
at 12:31 PM CDT
Updated: Wednesday, 4 May 2005 12:25 PM CDT
Monday, 11 April 2005
GOOD NEWS!!!!!!!!!!
Mood:
 happy
GUESS WHAT!!! I don't have Hepititus.....!!!!!!!
The only bad thing is is that the doctors still don't know what's wrong with me..They are still working on the tests..Sorry that I don't have a poem for you today..Maybe next time...Peace out!!
Posted by motormouth47
at 2:11 PM CDT
Wednesday, 30 March 2005
No news
Mood:
 don't ask
Well folks...I got a phone call from the doctors today..It'll be a few more days until the test results are in..I'm out of school until the beginning of next week and i can't do anything..I have to wear sergical gloves when ever I want to touch something because i might be contagous..Pray for good news later on in the week..I really need it......I got another poem for you as well....I hope you like it..
Changing Love
Love can change you into someone else
Bringing out feelings you never knew you had
Further in you begin to grow
New feelings reveal themselves in time
Without it things break apart
Masked thoughts circle in your head
Covering who you want to be
Posted by motormouth47
at 8:18 PM CST
Updated: Wednesday, 30 March 2005 8:23 PM CST
Tuesday, 29 March 2005
ANOTHER POEM!!!!!!
Mood:
 sad
This is a poem that I wrote on this very depressing day..
Waiting Death
Death awaits at the bottom
Plotting our future paths
We cannot tell how long it will be
When we begin to fall
We are all hanging by a thread
It stretches and tears day by say
Death awaits at the bottom.
I just want to let everyone that reads this know that I have a type of Hepititus..I do not know how bad it is yet but I'll let you all know as soon as I find out..Until then Pray for me..
Posted by motormouth47
at 8:37 PM CST
Updated: Tuesday, 29 March 2005 9:02 PM CST
My First Poem...Ever
Mood:
 not sure
Shadow.....
I am a shadow
Hidden from the world
Hiding the mysteries of life
Never showing what's deep within
Constantly moving through time
Slowly showing the secrets that hides inside
Darker and darker the shadow grows
Deeper and deeper the secrets become
More and more people fall into the shadow
Trapped within themselves
Becoming fearful of life itself
Wishing, hoping, praying it would end
Waiting for the day it all fades away
This is the first poem i wrote. If you like it, tell me about it..I got more..Be patient and you will see..
Posted by motormouth47
at 10:15 AM CST
Monday, 28 March 2005
Newbe
Mood:
 energetic
Hey all..If any awesome rockers see this you'll love the layout..I am new to this so give me a break...I wont have a blog for everyday due to limitations of ability to get on..If you are patient you might get to see some of my poetry...Im good..At least thats what some say....Peace out and rock on
Posted by motormouth47
at 9:46 PM CST
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